Wednesday, October 1, 2003

October, November, December 2003

October
October 4 Went to Saturday session General Conference with my mom.

Landon did not play anymore football for the rest of the season, but was able to stand on the sidelines (dressed) for the playoff games

Oct 28 – YW/YM Hoe Down

November
November 7 – Went to quarterfinal football playoffs in St. George at Pine View HS

November 11 – Went BACK to St. George for UAC meetings, drove down with a friends, Helen Hansen,  rented a car while I was down there. – went to St. George temple this evening.

November 14 (Friday) Landon and Rog came down and picked me up and we went on to Phoenix to visit Manda and Jim 

Mark my brother is in Nauvoo with Carrie and Jaden for a couple of days at this point

November 24 – Football Banquet 

November 25 – Wrestling at Olympus HS – Landon wrestling 125 AGAIN as a Sophomore  I didn’t go – had YW video presentation

Thursday, November 27, 2003  - Thanksgiving Day
We ate up at LuAnn’s today.  It was good.  Only Joni and her kids (including Johnny and Megan) and Kelly and his family were there.   Zac and CJ came up before CJ had to go to work.  Kelly and Michelle announced they are having another baby !!  This is surely a surprise !!  I think we all thought Ben and LuAnn wouldn’t have any more grandchildren (only greats !!)  But here comes another one !  She is due in June.  My Manda is going to have a baby in May !!  I guess I hadn’t mentioned that yet.  She called us on Sept 14th.  It is sure a surprise for her and Jim.  Kinda of a shock.  She is being stubborn and doesn’t want to get married until after the baby is born.    Jim would get married tomorrow, but she’s being obstinate. *In hindsight, it is a good thing they didn't get married.   (Michelle ended up having a miscarriage on Dec 8)

Friday November 28, 2003
I had to work today.  Rog and Landon and Zac hung around home getting the sleds ready for tomorrow’s ride.  CJ had to work also.  It’s supposed to snow tomorrow, and be stormy.  So I decided I wouldn’t go.  I’m a party poop I guess.  Manda was in a car accident 4 days ago (November 24)  A car ahead of her was cut off, and stopped quick, she stopped, and a car behind her plowed into her and pushed her into the car in front.  Her head hit the windshield and broke it. (the windshield.)  She’s okay and so is the baby thank goodness.  

My Photoshow presentation to the Young Women went good last Tuesday night.  Everyone was really impressed.  I have almost got all of LuAnn’s scrapbook pages done for the brothers and sisters for Christmas.  I’ll probably put them together tomorrow.  Also balance the check book.  Christmas is coming up, and I can’t seem to get in the spirit.  At least not decorating, or present wise.  I would like to get Roger a new vest.  We’ll probably get Zac and CJ an avalanche beacon, and Manda and Jim a digital camera.  Don’t know about Landon Lee………………  He doesn’t ever ask for much.  I love him so.  He’s out with his friends again tonight.  It’s Mitch’s birthday and they were watching movies down at his house.  Me and Roger have just been vegging in front of the TV.  I’m working on another “Dickson” crochet (Wall hanging) for Mark and Carrie for Christmas. 

December
December  5-6  - Evanston Tournament (wrestling)
10 – Savior of the World (Front Row Seats)
13 – Friends party as Annette’s
18 – Manda found out she’s having a little baby GIRL !!! Yeah!!!!!
21 – YW Christmas Devotional at Carol Brooks
26-30 Pinedale !!  YUCKY WEATHER !!!

Monday, September 22, 2003

Landon's Not So Excellent Adventure

Landon underwent surgery for a burst appendix
It was quite the ordeal.
They left his incision open for a few days.......

......before finally pulling it together. 
 Notice they went around his belly button :)

Some of his closest friends, Byron, Mikey, and Cody

Grandma Rich, and Grandpa and Grandma "D"
Clicky Clicky - Mikey helped administer the "self-dosing" pain meds :)
The Porter Family came to visit too.

Roger D -  hating his pic taken.

Young Love - just married a month ago !
About a month? after - healed pretty nicely.






“That which does not kill us ~ makes us stronger”




Thursday, September 4, 2003 – Landon first noticed pain after the Mtn. Crest football game. He had taken a helmet to the gut the day before in practice. When he felt the twinge of pain in his lower right belly, he attributed it to the hit. It bothered him for a few days, mostly when he was going up and down stairs, and at the beginning of football practice. We thought we had better get it checked out to make sure it wasn’t appendicitis.



Thursday, September 11, 2003 – In the morning we took Landon down to the South Ogden Clinic where Physician’s Assistant Alan Bybee examined him. After pressing and pushing on Landon’s stomach, he didn’t think it was appendicitis, but wanted blood drawn to check his white cell count just to be sure. The white cell count came back normal, so he said it was most probably a pulled muscle due to the football helmet, and to just take Ibuprofen as needed. Landon played a great game against Roy that afternoon.



The week of September 14th – 19th, Landon never complained about his stomach at all. I saw him take Ibuprofen a couple of times here and there, but he didn’t complain at all. He played another great game against Tooele on Thursday the 18th, and stood on the sidelines at Tooele on Friday night the 19th as we watched the Varsity football team play a spectacular game, winning in the final 20 seconds! We talked to Landon after the game, he was in good spirits, he was going to be riding the bus home with the other players, and then have a few of them over to spend the night. We went home and went to bed.



Saturday, September 20, 2003 – Landon woke me early this morning complaining of terrible pain in his stomach. It was not located in the lower right region, but rather all over. He was in pretty bad pain for an hour or so, then threw up and felt some better as far as the pain in his stomach. He said they had eaten at Carl’s Jr. the night before on the way home, and it was terrible. We thought it might be food poisoning. Landon also had really bad diarrhea throughout the day. He slept most of the day in the recliner, not throwing up again, but having terrible chills now and then. His face would feel cold and clammy, while his legs would be burning hot. All he would drink was water and Alka-Seltzer, and a spoonful or two of chicken noodle soup. His diarrhea was really bad, but he didn’t throw up again. We thought he maybe had a bad case of stomach flu. Later in the evening about 9 p.m. his stomach started hurting again, and he called me in the bedroom, and wanted me to call Scott Harris to come and give him a priesthood blessing. I was a little hesitant – a priesthood blessing for stomach flu?? But I did as he asked, and Scott and Jim Wiscombe were gracious enough to come down and administer to him. He felt a little better, and had a relatively good night, mostly sleeping and only getting up to go to the bathroom.



Sunday, September 21, 2003 – Today was our ward conference but Landon was much too sick to go. I did not want to leave him, and so stayed home also. I was sitting at the computer, and he walked in and sat down beside me. As I looked at him, he looked as though he had dipped his face in a basin of water. Cold sweat had literally broken out all over his face. I had read about this term before in books, but had never seen it personally.


I might mention at this point, that Landon is NEVER sick. I cannot remember the last time he had either a cold or flu. It has been years and years. He is just one healthy kid. You would think that I would maybe think that this was something serious at this point, but no, we still just thought it was the stomach flu – a really really bad case. He slept again most of the day, and it was basically a repeat of the day before. It didn’t appear he would be getting well anytime soon, so I planned to run him over to the clinic the next day.



Monday, September 22, 2003 - I made an appointment for 10:30 a.m., and Dr. Challburg looked Landon over. He had him give a urine sample, which turned out to have traces of blood in it. Dr. Challburg probed Landon’s abdomen quite a bit, and this was VERY painful for him. His stomach was swollen, hot, and hard. His temperature was 98.6 though – very weird. After doing this, he stood there with his chin in his hand, looking at Landon very seriously. He then said he wanted him taken to the hospital for an ultra-sound and lab work. Landon and I had to go home and switch the Metro for the truck. Every bump we would hit, hurt Landon’s stomach really bad. Landon asked me what I thought was going to happen, and I said that probably it would turn out to be nothing, and not to worry about it. I called Roger on the cell phone, and he arranged to meet us at McKay-Dee Hospital. As we were pulling out of town, Jason Lee the school cop saw us turn at the Chicken Inn. He could tell that something was wrong, and followed us for a ways, and flipped his lights on for us to stop, but I was busy talking on the cell phone, and Landon was too sick, and we didn’t even notice.


As we pulled into McKay’s parking lot, Roger had parked clear out in the boonies. I pulled up next to him, and said that Landon couldn’t walk that far, and for him to come down to the door and get the truck while I helped Landon in. As we pulled up in front of the main doors, Shirlee Wilkerson, CJ’s mom happened to see us pull up. At this point, Landon was having a really hard time walking because of the pain. Shirlee helped us in to the Lab, and every seat in the room was taken. We ended up sitting Landon in the main corridor of the hospital. It became obvious that we would be waiting a LONG time. Shirlee took matters in hand, and expedited our paperwork, and got us into radiology for the ultrasound in 20 minutes. Her friend Nancy was the one doing the procedure. As she rubbed the device over Landon’s stomach and the pictures came up on the monitor, it was hard to tell what was what. There were these BIG black areas, and I didn’t think anything of them, but when she stopped and started “mapping” them, I looked over at Roger and whispered, “Something’s wrong”. I didn’t think she would tell us anything, but I asked her anyway, “What are those black areas?” She said that it was blood and fluid, and that it shouldn’t be there. These black areas were located all around his liver, appendix, kidneys, spleen, bladder, and stomach. At this point she said she needed to talk to call Dr. Challburg, and she left the room.


Landon was lying very quietly. He was so sick that he didn’t talk much. When Nancy came back in, she said that Dr. Challburg wanted Landon admitted to the emergency room for a CAT Scan, and that the doctor there would take over his case. CAT SCAN (Computerized Axial Tomography Scan): A type of X-ray that yields a three-dimensional picture of the body that is about 100 times more sensitive than a standard X-ray. It can be given with or without contrast (medication given by drink or injection to enhance X-ray pictures). Landon’s CAT scan was given WITH contrast, by injection, which was Iodine. He turned out to be allergic to this, and developed a hive (which he was given Benedryl for). Landon was wheeled down to the ER on the table. Thank goodness he didn’t have to walk at this point. He was put in exactly the same cubicle that CJ was put in after the car crash, exactly a year ago to the day. The CAT scan showed the same thing as the ultrasound, but in more detail. Dr. Lane, the ER doctor said there was definitely something wrong, and they would be calling in the surgeon on call. At this point I requested Dr. Richard Alder. Shirlee had said that he would be the best one, and Stephanie, whom I work with and Gaylene Kimbal, our good friend had always spoken very highly of him. As it happened, Dr. Alder was just finishing up with surgery upstairs, and would be down shortly.


Dr. Richard Alder examined Landon, and said he definitely had a “surgical abdomen”. Landon was bleeding internally, and they would need to go in and take a look to see what was the matter. We had mentioned the football injury, and Dr. Alder wondered if he had a perforated bowel that was “not viable” at this point. Only surgery would tell. It would not be a “scope” surgery, but an OPEN incision. Landon was hooked up to two different IV’s as he was prepped for surgery. Shirlee came and found us in the ER, and we arranged for two men she knew and worked with, to give Landon a blessing. Dave Ferrin and Keith Johns did this, and we were very grateful.




Landon was lying very quietly, and didn’t have much to say. I remembered a couple of weeks ago on the way to the other doctor, him saying, “I’m NOT having surgery! – it will foul up my football season!” – but now he wasn’t saying anything at all, football was the last thing on his mind. At one point he pulled me down close and whispered in my ear, “Just make sure I’m asleep – I don’t want to feel anything!” I assured him that he would be OUT, and later expressed these same feelings to the anesthesiologist.


 Landon was taken into surgery about 4 p.m. At about 4:30 p.m. they let us know that it definitely was a “burst” appendix. Another hour, and the surgery was complete. Landon was moved to recovery, and we were taken into a consultation room to wait for Dr. Alder. The first words out of the doctor’s mouth were, “What a mess!!” “I’m sorry to put it that way, …. But WHAT a mess!”


 He then proceeded to tell us that Landon had one of the worst cases of peritonitis that he had ever worked on. (Inflammation of the peritoneum (membrane) which lines the inside of the abdominal cavity and all of the internal organs) When he got in there, the appendix was no place to be found, apparently it had disintegrated and all that was left was a bloody mass where it was supposed to have been. The doctor stapled the bowel and cut off the mass, and proceeded to flush his intestines. The bowels were so very swollen and infected.


I was feeling really bad that we had waited to bring him into the hospital, and that the two days of lying at home had made this situation so much worse. Dr. Alder then said, “Oh, Mrs. Rich, this has been going on MUCH longer than two days. For it to be as bad as it was, it had to have been going on for 1-2 weeks!”


Then Dr. Alder told us about the many complications that might result from this “poisoning”. Multiple Organ Failure - which is when the major organs in the body shut down, Abdominal Compartment Syndrome – when the bowels swell and additional surgery is needed to relieve pressure, and also some other kind of Bowel Syndrome, where the bowels stick together and kink and become obstructed. We were speechless. Dr. Alder told us the first 48 hours were the most critical, and that Landon would be monitored very closely, and given strong antibiotics to combat the infection. Needless to say we were very concerned. Dr. Alder said that he had left Landon’s outer incision “open” so that any swelling that might occur would be able to have room to do so, and also that it would heal from the inside out. Landon was moved to Room 2210 on HOBBS (High Observation Unit) not ICU, and I was wishing he was in ICU, just so he would get more closely watched.


 Landon was closely monitored Monday night, and I (Gwen) stayed down at the hospital with him. He has a catheter (to keep his bladder drained), and an NG (Nasal/Gastric) tube down his nose to his stomach to drain his stomach, in order to provide room for his intestines to move, swell, etc. Stake President Bott and Bishop Fisher came down tonight (Monday) and a special prayer and blessing was offered. Landon was told that from this moment forward his internal organs would begin to heal and he would be made whole !! Also that he had a special mission to perform and that his work on this earth was not finished and that he would be a “comfort” to his parents and others. This word “comfort” and the aspect of “caring” is the same wording that was mentioned in my patriarchal blessing as it pertained to Landon. I do not think this is a coincidence. Landon has brought so much joy into our lives, there are no words to describe our life and relationship with him, maybe special, wonderful, fun, enjoyable, are some that come close.


Grandpa and Grandma Dickson were with temple friends up in the Uintahs since early this morning, and I tried to leave “non-worrying” messages on their answering machine to let them know what was going on. When they got home at about 11 p.m., they were pretty upset and concerned.





Tuesday, September 23rd - Landon is a very very special person. He has had so many people concerned about him. Adults, young adults, and kids alike. The football team, his young men group, friends, teachers, coaches, advisors, you name it !! Prayers and fasting have been offered in his behalf by so many people. Scott Harris, his old Teacher’s Quorum Advisor, who went through this same ordeal when he was 19 years old (in 1983) said it best when he said “Up until I met Landon, I could not say I had ever met a special valiant son of God, but I know that he is one of the Lord’s valiant sons – absolutely – sent down to earth to love and be an example to others. Landon has had so many visitors today, as the word got around about what had happened to him. He’s in pretty good spirits, considering.


Wednesday, September 24th - Matthius Rupp’s wife Michelle has been a good nurse and Big Al’s oldest brother Kenny Tucker is Landon’s CNA today. Landon’s fever, or lack there of has been good. It is now 39-40 hours since surgery, so we are doing okay. The tube in the back of his throat is bugging him most of all. His incision has not bothered him at all. Changing gears a little – football this season is over for Landon. He is feeling a little blue about this, but has resigned himself. He had members of the football team, including coaches and his close friends come down to visit last night. He is worn out today, and doesn’t seem as perky. Dr. Alder seems cautiously optimistic. He came in and said his bowel sounds were good, so the stomach draining tube and catheter could be removed. They came out okay, and Landon was trooper, but said afterwards that it hurt. He has slept a lot today. I don’t know of all the visitors wore him out or what. He’s pretty punk (my grandpa Dickson’s word) tonight, we had them put a sign on the door saying “check in with office” so he won’t be disturbed.


They still haven’t “sewed’ him up completely, and I forgot to ask the doctor about it. The nurse says it is to let him heal from the inside out. Landon is on two different kids of antibiotics to fight the infection. Genamicin (given once a day) is very strong, and Landon’s blood must be drawn before and after the administration so that the toxin levels can be checked. He was also given Unasyn every 6 hours. Landon’s dressing is changed at 9 am and 9 pm (approximately) He is still on Morphine, self administered by the PCA pump (Patient controlled analgesic). He can press the button every second if he wants to, but the dose is only allowed and administered every 10-½ minutes. As his friend Mike Eddy would say…. Clicky clicky clicky !!!



Thursday, September 25th - Last night (Wednesday) was pretty good. Landon and I only woke up 2 times (1 a.m. and 4 a.m. when he had to urinate). His nurse for today is Cody and Caid Evans Uncle. Landon’s incision is hurting him because when he’s asleep he can’t remember to hit the PAC button; also his left IV is hurting and stinging, so they switched it to the right tube. Dr. Alder came in and you could tell he was pleased with Landon’s condition and said he was going “pretty good”. His blood count came back good and his temperature is good. The doctor said he would probably close the stitches tomorrow or Saturday. He also said that Landon might be moved to the general surgical floor (5th floor) today or tomorrow. Landon looks to be out of the woods as far as multiple organ failure and abdominal compartment syndrome. Roger asked how long it would take to recover from all of this, and the doctor said probably 3 months until he was completely over it. After 6 weeks he’ll feel pretty good, but still be tender, etc. Wrestling looks to be in jeopardy. Oh well, we hope he will just be okay. Sports can wait !!!


Landon was moved to room 5207 on the 5th floor pediatric surgery unit at 11:30 a.m. today. He is sleeping a lot. It has me worried. We’ve got his room all decorated up with his cards and posters and balloons and gifts. Kresta is his RN for this afternoon. Landon has been very very sleepy. About 5 p.m. they hooked up a play station, but the games were so stupid he didn’t even play them. Back to sleep he goes. Brenda Crossley brought us prime rib from the Timbermine for dinner tonight. It was great !! Of course Landon only gets ice chips, so we go out in the hall so we won’t have to eat in front of him. He’s sleeping again, and doesn’t seem to mind. Tonight ended up not going so good. I had been worried about Landon sleeping so much, and not walking around, and then he developed a rattle and a cough and I was worried about pneumonia setting in, and I asked the nurse to check him, and sure enough, he has diminished lung capacity. So now they have the Respiratory Department involved, and he is doing breathing exercises. I was pretty upset. Also, the Junior Varity football team got creamed by Bear River, and the Sophomore team ended up playing a whole game and won 31-30 with Jared Olsen kicking a game winning field goal in the last 20 seconds.. All the kids started chanting Landon, Landon, Landon, afterwards. I think they all miss him.



Friday, September 26th - Today is better but I’m still so worried. My emotions are really high. I worry so. They sewed him up this morning, or I should say “closed” his wound with sutures that were already in place. It is quite the scar, or will be, I guess. Rog has been here all day and I went home for 2-3 hours. Rog made him cough and suck air though the respirator thing and walk a bunch to help his lungs and get his bowels going. His lungs have much improved, thank goodness !!, but his lower bowel still is not making very many sounds. This is so worrying to me. Landon has been without food for a week now (Last meal was Carl Jr’s, last Friday night).


September 27th - Dr. Alder came in this morning and in the course of our conversation said that Landon was progressing about where he thought he would be. He wasn’t surprised that his bowels hadn’t woken up yet, and that with the trauma they had sustained, that it might take up to a week, so still nothing more than ice chips. He also said the Landon was not behind schedule. That made me feel ALOT better. He ordered some Pro-Cal (Protein and Calories) for Landon’s IV. Today was a good day for the most part. Landon walked 5-6 times and was awake more, playing X-box with Roger. He had a bunch of visitors, and Brittney Brown came down and sat with us for 3-4 hours and watched “Holes”. The “boyos” and girls came in during their Homecoming date, dressed in all their finery. What a bunch of good lookin’ kids.



Sunday, September 28th - Happy Birthday to Zac. 22 years old !! It was a year ago that we were down here with he and CJ and their accident. Now they are just an old married couple !! CJ works at the hospital, and it’s been great having her around everyday to pop in for a visit. We love them both so much !! Last night at the hospital went well, Landon was just up two times to urinate. Still no bowel sounds. I’m praying that they’ll start. Today is Fast Sunday in our ward. I hope people will be fasting and praying for Landon. This morning we walked at 7:30 a.m. and noticed his IV in the right arm had failed. The nurse is putting in a new one right now. It didn’t go too easy. They say he has really tough veins and it took 2-3 times of poking and he didn’t like it one little bit. The Elders from the church stopped by and they’ll be bringing us the sacrament later. It makes me so emotional, and I’m really looking forward to this. Landon will only be able to partake of the water, as he is still on ice chips only, poor kid. We are so…….. tired of this place. Landon has had SO many visitors tonight, and it is really wearing on him - and us. Landon’s attitude and demeanor is low.


Monday, September 29th - One week, and still no passing gas. The doctor has not been in because of surgery. Landon took a shower this morning and the IV dressing got wet and when the nurse tried to change it the IV accidentally pulled out. Putting in a new one was pure hell. Finally in……thank goodness! Rog came over from work and after a few games of X-box baseball, Landon was smiling and believe it or not, trying NOT to laugh because it hurts his stitches! Rog went and got a couple of movies.


Hurray !! - The doctor just called and Landon can go on Clear Liquids. After 10 days – finally !! Even though he has not passed gas yet, we’ll proceed and hope that all works out well !! Roger has gone to Megan Porter and Johnny Wilkinson’s wedding dinner up Hardscrabble tonight. My mom and dad came down and we put Landon in a wheel chair and walked him outside and around the pond. It was a LONG HOT walk. Landon “ate” orange jello, chicken broth, and apple juice tonight for supper. He savored them !! Lisa and Clay Carrigan are coming down tonight for family home evening. Also Mark and Sherrie Rich and kids. Landon is very special to them.


Tuesday, September 30th - Rog came down at 7 a.m. so I could leave and go home and go to work for a little while. The doctor came in at mid morning, and still no passing of gas. He said to put Landon on a FULL liquid diet, which is tomato soup, milk, and pudding. He also said to take him off the morphine and put him on Lortab “tablets’ and also get a suppository in him. I asked Landon if he knew what that was, and he said NO. I explained it, and he said he’d insert it HIMSELF !!! He’s a goof. I love him. Rog and Landon are watching 2 Fast 2 Furious. Rog will go back home to Johnny and Megan’s wedding ceremony this afternoon. I think both Rog and I will skip the reception. Landon’s spirits are good !! The suppository worked !! Three times !!! Yahoo!! During the night he was “tootin’” up a storm. Hallelujah!!


Wednesday, October 1st - Happy Day !!! Dr. Alder came in about 7:30 a.m. and said that Landon was free to go home after breakfast !!! The smile on Landon’s face was worth a million dollars. He immediately wanted the IV out that had been hurting him (he hadn’t mentioned it because he didn’t want to get poked again). He is now “unhooked’ from all of the tubes for the first time in 10 days. Roger is to work this morning until about noon. Then he’ll come and get us. I have a prescription for Lortab that I need to get filled and we need to run by Walmart and pick up one those “ear’ thermometers. Dr. Alder said the things we need to watch for are fever and pain. “Pain”, not from the incision, but from his bowels, which would indicate an obstruction. This is something he is going to have to be aware of, for the rest of his life, because there will be TONS of pelvic adhesions going on inside of him that “could” cause bowel obstructions. Dr. Alder said there is nothing that can be done to “fix” this, nothing he can eat, etc. It’s something he’ll have to live with, and hopefully it won’t give him problems.


 We will be going back to see Dr. Alder in one week – then if everything has gone good up to that point, Dr. Alder said he’ll (Dr. Alder) feel good. He says that in 6 weeks Landon should be able to resume all activities, including sports, etc. Thank you Heavenly Father for our many many blessings. Aunt Lynette Hartman, who was down for Megan’s wedding came in this morning on her way back to Idaho Falls. She just barely caught us, as we were just ready to leave the hospital. She brought Landon a BIG Tweety Bird Balloon and some candy – she’s the best !!



Friday, January 02, 2004 – As of this date, things are going well. Landon has resumed wrestling, and other than not regaining the 18-20 pounds he lost during his ordeal, he is doing okay. His strength and endurance needs to be built back up, and he is working with trainers at Weber State College and the Human Performance Center to help with this. He still has a couple of stitches that haven’t dissolved yet, and they tend to “weep”, but they don’t pain him. After wrestling if they are still giving him problems we’ll have to take him back to Dr. Alder and he’ll be given a local, and they will have to be cut out. We’ll cross that bridge if and when we have to. We are so thankful for everyone’s prayers in our behalf.



Ultrasound Technician Notes There are large loculated (divided into compartments) fluid collections throughout the abdomen. The largest is present in the left lower quadrant measuring 7.5 cm in greatest dimension. Multiples of these fluids collections demonstrate a strandy echogenic material which is consistent with prior hemorrhage Fluid is seen surrounding the liver and spleen. A large collection in the pelvis measures 10.9 x 5.6 cm in size. The liver and spleen demonstrate a homogeneous (normal) echotexture. There is no evidence of hydronephrosis (abnormal enlargement). Kidneys are grossly intact. There are no blind-ending loops of bowel within the right lower quadrant to suggest appendicitis.


Impression: Given the patients history of a football injury, injury to a solid abdominal viscera (any large organ in the abdomen) is suspected. A CAT scan may be helpful in further evaluation. CAT Scan notes Axial CT performed through the abdomen, from above the diaphragm (thin muscle below the lungs which separates the chest from the abdomen), to the pubic symphysis. The base of the lungs are clear. The visualized portion of the heart and pericardium appears normal. There are large fluid collections throughout the abdomen. These fluid collections are loculated and demonstrate mild rim enhancement. There is fluid surrounding the inferior aspect of the liver and spleen, also loculated in appearance. The small bowel demonstrates increased enhancement and is fluid filled throughout a majority of the loops. Multiple air-fluid levels are present throughout numerous small bowel loops. These findings are consistent with severe ileus or obstruction. No definite transition point is identified. The liver, spleen, pancreas, and adrenal glands appear normal. Impression: Multiple loculated fluid collections throughout the abdomen and pelvis. No solid abdominal injury can be identified. This raises the possibility of a mesenteric or bowel injury.
 

Doctor’s notes (from emergency room) The patient is a 15 year old healthy white male who on about the 4th of September while playing football was struck on the right side with a helmet in the abdomen. He had pain and discomfort at that point, but it seemed to get somewhat better. He was seen somewhere around the 11th of September with a normal white count (of blood) and from that point on he seemed to do fairly well until the last two days when he became ill with increasing pain, some vomiting, and general malaise (bodily discomfort). He was brought into the emergency room and was noted to have an ultrasound with fluid and a CT scan showed marked fluid in the abdomen, some of which was loculated (divided into compartments). There was not any specific inflammatory mass that could be picked out, however. I was asked to see the patient at this point. Past medical history: Medical in unremarkable. Surgical is none. Medication: He takes no medications


Physical Examination General: This is a very ill young man, lying very quietly with flushed cheeks , with his hips flexed and knees flexed. Vital signs: Normal Lung: Clear Heart: Regular rhythm Abdomen: Rigid and diffusely (not localized) tender, clearly a surgical abdomen.


Impression: Acute surgical abdomen, etiology (cause) unknown. Possibilities include: 1. Trauma with delayed injury to bowel, resulting in a questionable bowel viability (being alive; functioning, working, etc.) 2. Perforated (pierced with holes) appendicitis with generalized peritonitis. Disposition: The patient clearly has an acute surgical abdomen and needs urgent exploration. We started him on IV’s and he will receive some antibiotics and we will go to the operating room as soon as one is available.


Doctor’s surgical notes The patient was placed on the operating table, general anesthesia was induced, the operative site was prepped and draped sterilely and a midline incision extending two fingerbreadths above the umbilicus (belly button) down to the pubis symphysis (cartilage) was made and the abdomen was entered in the midline. All bleeding points were controlled with cauterization (heat). Upon entrance into the abdomen, there was a large amount of purulent (puss) fluid, which was cultured for aerobes and anaerobes (types of organisms). The majority of the reaction appeared to be in the pelvis. The loops (intestinal) were stuck together and multiple inter-loop abscesses. I began my surgery by removing the loops of small bowel stuck down to the pelvis, and then tracing back to the terminal ileum (the last portion of the small intestine which communicates with the large intestine). At the point there was an inflammatory (irritated) mass, which was stuck to the right abdominal wall, just at the lateral (side) pelvis area. I was able to bluntly break that down and then free up the cecum (a pouch at the end of the small intestine – the appendix extends off of the cecum) by dividing the lateral peritoneal attachment. After having done this it became apparent that we were dealing with a ruptured appendicitis of some time in happening, as manifested by the marked amount of inflammatory peel. The omentum (a free fold of the peritoneum) was stuck and it was impossible to get off the appendix, hence, I clamped, divided, and ligated (tied) that omentum which was stuck to the appendix. I took down whatever mesentery (membrane that connects intestines to the back wall of the abdomen) there was there, freed up the cecum so I could mobilize it, and once I had done that, I was able to get the TA-30 stapling device across the tip of the cecum and I stapled and then amputated (cut out) the appendix and tip of the cecum. I then checked the staple line and it was intact and in good shape. I then from the terminal ileum, traced the small bowel all the way back to the ligament of Treitz (a flat band of muscle attached to the right side of the diaphragm), debriding the fibrinous exudates (removing the blood clots), which covered many sections of the bowel. The intestine, other than being beefy red and inflamed, was otherwise uninvolved. The colon likewise was the same as the small intestine. There did not appear to be any reaction going on in the upper abdomen. We then copiously (profusely) irrigated (washed/flushed) with liters (quarts) of saline (salt water) and debrided off the fibrinous exudates as mention. I then aspirated (sucked out) all the free fluid and placed the bowel back within the abdominal cavity. We then closed the abdominal wall with a single layer of double stranded #1 PDS. I placed a few 3-0 Vicryl sutures (stitches) over the PDS knot, and then loosely approximated the skin edges with interrupted 3-0 Nurolon. I placed several (12) Nurolon stitches in, but did not tie them and will treat the wound with a wet-to-dry dressing change.


The patient was then transported to the recovery room in stable, but very serious condition.


 

Doctor’s Notes - final This young man presented to the emergency room extremely ill with probably a week to maybe even two weeks history of abdominal pain, which was difficult to sort out, but on exam he clearly had an acute (severe) surgical abdomen. He was explored, feeling that he most likely had ruptured appendicitis. Indeed, that is what he had with extensive peritoneal fibrinous exudates (blood clots), multiple inter-loop abscesses (localized collections of pus). I removed his appendix, and broke down all of the adhesions between the loops of small bowel and drained those abscesses and irrigated copiously (washed out thoroughly). The patients postoperative course was surprisingly not complicated. It took him several days to resolve his ileus (obstruction in intestine), which is not unusual, but he did not have a picture of real sepsis (presence of infectious organisms in the blood) after the first day or two. Once his bowels worked, he was started on liquids and advanced to a regular diet, which he is tolerating at discharge. I closed his wound secondarily, placing sutures at the time of the operation and then closing them when the wound looked good. At discharge the wound is healing without any evidence of suppuration (formation of pus). I will see him in my office in a week. We will make disposition at that point in time as to when he can return to school. The mother is to call if there are any problems between now and then.



Charges associated with Landon’s appendectomy Hospital Bill $26,493 Surgery – Dr. Alder $ 1,885 ER physician $ 336 Anesthesia $ 1,604 Dr. Challburg $ 113 Xrays $ 393 Totals $30,922 All we had to pay was the $1,500 co-pay. Thank goodness for good insurance!!

Sunday, June 1, 2003

June - July 2003


June 5 – Tiana play   - King and I ??
June 7 – Landon plays baseball at Lindquist Field

June 9 – Email from Shirlee to Gwen
If  9 pm is not too late tonight lets shoot for that.  CJ gets off at
about 7:30 so she should be home.  she will probably be ornery but what
is new....I have 5 peach dresses and I will bring them also to see if
what I am thinking is totally out of the question..... 

 We talked with Mark and Carrie on Sat and told them that we
would be glad to help with anything for their yard that they need.  I
know how stressful it can be when it is your yard.  I had my wedding at
my sisters (Claudia) and they really had to jump through hoops to get
everything ready.....it is coming fast.  I need to get her committed to
the decorations as I can.  We just need to sit and talk about things
together so we all know what is happening.....I wonder if Robyn does
decorating also or just flowers.....you really don't need much
decoration with an outdoor wedding....I also know of a lady in North
Ogden I can call...oh well let me know about tonight. Thanks a lot
see ya  Shirlee

June 10 – Email from Gwen To Shirlee
How's work today??  Those were cute Mothers Day/Father's day gifts, huh? What's your schedule for going to Lynelle's and having her look at that wedding dress?  Lynelle had mentioned that Monday or Tuesday of this week  was good for her. I know CJ has to work till later, and I've got baseball EVERY night this week, but tonight we might be home by 9 -  I can call Lynelle.  Just let me know.  Also - what about the peach dresses?  How many do you have now??
Gwen


June 12 – Hydroseed at property and our back yard

June 17, 2003
Landon leaves on the Stake Trek tomorrow.  He is happy and excited to go.  I hope all goes well, and that he gains a greater testimony of the gospel and Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ.  We talked about attitude, and how that will make or break the experience. I want to write him a little note and put inside an envelope that he can read when things get tough. 

Dear Landon,
What words of encouragement can I offer you?  PRAY PRAY PRAY.  Our Heavenly Father will NEVER forsake you, and is there to lift you up when you are down.  Don’t be afraid to say a silent prayer to him and ask for help.

I could say – “Hang in there” – “It’s always darkest before the dawn” “Remember ATTITUDE !!! it makes the difference”, but I think Heavenly Father said it best to our prophet Joseph Smith when he was imprisoned in Liberty Jail, and called out to the Lord in prayer, “Why hath thou forsaken me?”  (see – prophets have problems too) and the Lord replied, “Be patient in thine afflictions my son, they should be but for a small moment, and if you endure them well you will receive all that I have”. 

Be patient Landon, be a leader, be an example, be your usual happy self, and lift others up when they are down.  Help the ones who are weaker than you (in strength).  Use your hard working abilities you have learned through sports and work (mink farm) to physically help others along that aren’t as strong as you – girls and boys as well.  Help others who are “weaker” than you in Spirit.  Encourage them, joke with them, SING with them, be a “brother” and “son” that everyone would like to have. 

Remember we talked about the two kind of people that would be on the trek, and the one that you would want to be remembered for.  Now at this point, don’t say, “But it’s too hard”, or “I didn’t think it would be like this!”, or “I just can’t do it !!”.  I KNOW you CAN do it !!  You are one of the choicest people I know !!  And it’s not just because you are my son.  There really is something special about you.  I KNOW you are a chosen son of God.  It has been demonstrated to me SO MANY TIMES.  I kneel and thank my Heavenly Father EVERY night for sending such a wonderful, valiant, strong, happy, loving, fun, son to me.  You are the light of our family’s life, and you can be this same light to your TREK family.

We love you so much, and are praying for you as you are on this TREK.  With Heavenly Father’s help, you can accomplish ANYTHING !!! 

Love mom

June 19, 2003
I prayed yesterday more than I have ever in my life.  I don’t know why I was so nervous, anxious, and concerned about Landon on the hike.  It seemed like I was saying a small “Heavenly Father please bless my boy” prayer probably like 20-30 times.  Well now at least the “hard” day is over.  Now all I have to worry about is getting him picked up at the right spot on Saturday morning at 6 am.  Just call me Grandma Dickson !!!

30th – Landon goes to Sting game with Jake Blomquist – Did this happen?


July
July 7, 2003
Landon’s 15th birthday was Saturday and we went boating on East Canyon in Mark’s boat.  Landon invited four of his friends, Cody Watkins, Kaycee Wall, Mitch Clark, and Mike Eddy.  They had a FANTASTIC time. 

I wanted to write down my feelings about the sacrament.  I have tried really had to listed to the prayers, and think about Jesus during this sacred time.  I think of the atonement, and how he suffered for my sins, so that if I repent, mercy will be given to me, and I won’t have to pay the price of justice.  I am so grateful that I can go every week and partake of this special remembrance of my savior.  I want to remember him, and I think of things I need to work on, and pledge to do better in the coming week.  

I am working on my Young Woman’s Personal Progress.  It helps me grow and be stronger in learning the principles of the gospel.  I love the gospel, and feel so fortunate to have had the ancestors that accepted it many years ago in England, and came to America.  I know I am so blessed to have been born into the church.  I pray that my children will ALL come to realize the important of this in their lives.  I haven’t done my job as a mother and parent during their formative years, especially Mandy and Zac.  This is something I will always regret.  My only hope is that they, especially Manda, will somehow come to the knowledge of the truthfulness of the gospel, and the love that Heavenly Father and Jesus have for her.  I love her so much, and the thought of her not being with our family forever is so sad and empty feeling.  I worry about her children, and the fact that they won’t be brought up in the true gospel.  It makes me so scared.  It was up to me and Roger, and we have failed miserably in this respect.  The only thing I can do now is go on.  My Patriarchal blessing states that my journal will be a road map for my posterity to follow to bring them back to the presence of our Heavenly Father.  This is my hope and prayer.  I know that gospel, our gospel, the church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is the ONLY true church upon the face of the earth today.  We have the ONLY living prophet, and Gordon B. Hinckley, is just as real as Noah, Moses, Adam, Enoch, and Joseph Smith were in earlier days.  I know he speaks with God directly, and receives revelation from him.  I know this.  I believe this with every fiber of my being.  I am so grateful for my membership in this great gospel.  I am so thankful to Pacome and Landon’s Sunday School class for bringing Landon and I back into the fold.  May God’s choicest blessings be we them for all time.  I hope and pray that I can remain strong and moving forward in my testimony.

July 11, 2003 (Friday) or should I say Saturday morning (12th) at 1 a.m. ????
Well another week is done.  I love the weekends, but they go too fast.  I will be giving the lesson on Sunday in Young Women’s.  It is on the Sabbath Day.  Tomorrow afternoon and evening we will be baseballing it again, after almost a week and a half of no baseball.  It either pours (12 games in 10 days) or drought !!!  Landon is at scout camp, but he’ll be back tomorrow morning early. On the way up there with the Bishop, he called and said that the Bishop had shanghaied him to Paris!!!  I knew he was kidding, but he swore it was true.  I finally realized that he meant, Paris, IDAHO !!!  What a kid.  Roger and I went down to the Pizzeria tonight.  My stomach is upset now, so I got back up and am scrap booking, trying to get caught up.  I’m pretty close !! Just need to get Landon’s St. Joe baseball put together.  Zac and Roger worked on the bridge for the wedding today, and I finished sewing the beads back on CJ’s wedding dress.  Zac and CJ went to the drive in movie tonight.  They aren’t home yet.  It’s almost 1 a.m.  Didn’t read the scriptures today, and I can tell a difference.  I need to try harder.  I’ll just keep on going.  I love my Heavenly Father and I know he loves me. 


July 30 – CJ Shower

June 2003 - Gwen's Patriarchal Blessing

Patriarchal Blessing
Given by Patriarch Keith R. Little
June 1, 2003

Sister Gwen Dickson Rich, in humility with a prayer in my heart and as an ordained Patriarch in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, I place my hands upon your head this beautiful Sabbath morning, to pronounce a Patriarchal blessing.

            I bless you Sister Gwen that you will truly know and understand who you really are, that you are a daughter of a loving, living Father in Heaven.  May it bring comfort, joy and security to realize that you once lived with your Father in Heaven in the spirit world, before you came into mortality.  You felt His arms around you, you even knew those things that might be a part of your life here upon the earth.  Because of His love for you and because of your worthiness there, the privilege has been yours to be placed upon the earth at this special time.  A time appointed by our Father in Heaven for you, a time when it is a glorious time to be here when the fullness of the Gospel is here for you to enjoy.  It is also a time Sister Gwen, when there is much unrest, anxiety, and even lack of respect for life itself for some, but also a world of joy and happiness for those who are seeking for the finer things of life.  I bless you that this might always be your goal.
           
            Thou art of Israel, of the family of Abraham.  Thy blessings shall come through Ephraim.  I seal all those blessings upon your head this day that were promised by our Father in Heaven to those who are a part of that posterity.  I promise you, they can all be yours if you live worthy to receive them.

            May you realize the special gift our Father in Heaven has given to you, this earthly body.  A sacred gift.  Take care of it Gwen, respect it, protect it from harm or accident, never allow anything evil to enter your mind or your body.  Always clothe it properly that it might be respected wherever you go or whatever you might be a part of.  Remember, as you sojourn here upon the earth, that one day you will be called upon to return this gift to your Father in Heaven and report your stewardship to Him.

            Our Father in Heaven has endowed you with special talents.  Special abilities, with ambition, a keen mind, a strong body, with a very pleasant outgoing personality.  All these are gifts from our Father in Heaven that must be magnified and used not only to bring joy into your life, but to bring joy and happiness into the lives of those you will associate with.   May you realize the high and noble calling our Father in Heaven has given to you, as you share with God in bringing forth life here upon the earth.  You became a Mother in Zion.  Many opportunities will be yours to serve your Father in Heaven, but I say to you this day, this is your mission above all other things, to raise up a righteous family unto our Father in Heaven, a family that might enjoy the eternities together.

            I promise you, if you will humble yourself on your knees in sincere and pleading prayer to your Father in Heaven, answers to all your questions will come in due time.  Peace will come into your heart.  If you will place your trust in your Father in Heaven and have faith, and do that which you are directed to do from the promptings that will come, that goal that you have set for yourself will become a reality.  Unity will come into your family, the Patriarch of your family will realize the responsibility that is his.  Through your love and patience, and his love for you and his family, understanding will come and you will be able to share together the eternities to come.  I bless you with patience to wait for those things you have a desire to be a part of your life.

            I bless you that you will be able to forgive all people Gwen, even those who might seem unkind to you or even transgress against you, reach out a hand of friendship and love and forgiveness to them and you will be able to touch their hearts.

            Share what you have with others, those who are less fortunate, reach out to the poor and the sick, whether it is in body or mind.  Those who might need help, if you will share what you have willingly and anxiously I promise you, your table will never be empty.  You will always have a roof over your head, clothes upon your back, and be surrounded by those who love and sustain you.

            You are going to have some special opportunities to serve.  You will find joy and happiness in the Temple.  You will feel a peace there that you cannot find any other way, as you realize each time you enter that special place you are opening up the doors for others who cannot attend.  If you are true and faithful, if you will stay close to your Father in Heaven, while you are there you will feel the closeness of those choice people in your heart as they say “thank you” for that which you are doing for them.

            Now, you are going to find peace and comfort as you study the scriptures, as you pray for understanding, your life will take on greater meaning than ever before.

            You have been placed upon the earth to have joy, joy according to God’s plan, listen to the promptings that will come, have faith, and those desires you have will become a part of your life.

            Prepare a journal Gwen, a special document.  Make an entry into this journal each and every day, and I promise you this document will not only become valuable to you, but it will be a road map for those of your posterity who will follow, and it will help them know the way back into the presence of our Father in Heaven.

            Gwen, you will see the fulfillment of prophecy while you sojourn here upon the earth.  You will see the Gospel grow to all corners of the world, and your family will be a part of that growth.  As you read this blessing in years to come, may you remember this choice son that shared this day with you, and realize the joy and happiness he will bring into your life.  For there is a special blessing for him as well.  As you share this blessing with him, he will realize the responsibility that he has to never let you be lonely or go without.  May he take care of you and return unto you, the many, many things you have given to him. 

            Now Gwen, there is nothing in this life you cannot accomplish if you place your trust in your Father in Heaven, if it be His will and you are willing to work for it.

            Be aware of the adversary, he is strong, he is clever and he will try to present himself in your life in ways that will almost look right, but if you will find yourself on your knees in sincere and humble prayer you need not fear the adversary.  He will not be able to tempt you beyond that which you will be able to overcome.  If you will reach out your hand to your Father in Heaven you need never walk alone, He will walk with you wherever you go.

            Now, Gwen may you realize just how special you are, there is no one upon the face of the earth that is just like you.  Your Father in Heaven knows who you are. He can call you by name.  If you will invite Him into your life, He will help guide your footsteps and actions, and help you to realize the goals you have for yourself.

            Take joy in each day that you live, realize the blessings that can be yours.  May you remember the special role that you are called to fulfill as a Mother and Grandmother, the example you will set for those who will follow you.  I promise you, every righteous desire you have in your heart can be yours if it be the will of our Father in Heaven.  I bless you that your life will be full, even your later years will be productive and useful if you will obey God’s laws of health, and take care of your body.  Make yourself available to your Father in Heaven, and much joy and happiness will be yours.

            These blessings I seal upon you, and seal you up to come forth on the morning of the first resurrection, crowned a princess and a queen to live eternally with our Father in Heaven.  This I do through the power of the Priesthood, and in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, Amen.

16th  Orson 20  bales, Dickson 50 bales, Rich 19 bales



June 1, 2003

Today I received my patriarchal blessing.  It was so special.  Before we even got there, the devil was trying to bring us down.  Landon accidentally knocked the furnace control off of the wall, and it broke and the furnace turned on and wouldn’t turn off. Then he sat down on our broken chair, and ripped his new pants.  We were not in very good moods as we set off toward Patriarch Keith Little’s home.  But I asked Heavenly Father to please let us be calm and everything was okay.  When we got there, he invited us in and talked to me for a little bit.  He inquired of my family, and my life, why I wanted a blessing, and what my goals were.  I told him how Landon and I have become active this past year and a half, and how I now am worthy to go to the temple, and of Roger’s inactivity, and how I had hope that one day he would realize the importance of the gospel.  I told him I wanted a blessing to give me guidance, hope, and promises for the future, and I told him my goal was to continue for the rest of my life to be close to my Heavenly Father, and not to fall into inactivity again.   We knelt in prayer, all three of us, and then he had me sit in a chair to give me my patriarchal blessing.  It was beautiful, and I was emotional through it.  He mentioned Heavenly Father’s arms around me, he mentioned that I would be a grandmother, he mentioned that I need to keep a journal, and that it would help my posterity be close to the Lord.  Landon was mentioned in the blessing.  President Little told me that he would be a comfort to me, and a protection to me, and that my posterity would be instrumental in taking the gospel to all the world.  I took this that Landon would fulfill a mission.  I am looking so forward to getting a copy of my blessing so that I might re-read it again, and refer to it often. 



Thursday, May 1, 2003

May 2003


May 3 – Senior Cotillion – Zac went with CJ

May 6, 2003 - Haven’t written like I should.  A lot has happened.  When I went to Price, I accidentally left the car out of gear in a parking lot, and it rolled, and crunched the front of it.  Dang.  Price wasn’t that much fun.  It’s always great to be home.  

Zac and CJ went to the dunes (Jericho Sand Dunes, west of Nephi and south of Tooele) over the Easter weekend.  He proposed to her on bended knee !!  Can you believe that!!  The ring is beautiful.  They are planning an wedding on August 21, 2003 in Mark’s backyard.  We are all very happy for both of them.  

Landon’s last game of Freshman Baseball is today in Tooele.  He has been practicing for another team (St. Joseph’s American Legion team) that will start up soon.  He is a busy boy.  This will be another BUSY BUSY summer with baseball 3 times a week during June and July.  Wrestling camp  and the Stake Young Men and Women’s Pioneer Trek in June.  Football weight lifting, camp and practices in July and August.  Wedding and School starting in August.  It makes my head spin.  

My goal for this week is to read from the Book of Mormon everyday.  I am still praying regularly.  I need to get back to the temple.  I never did make it to the Manti temple when I went to Price because it was snowing over the mountains.  I have the lesson on Sunday in Young Womens.  This Sunday is also Mother’s Day.

May 9 – Gaylene Kimbal’s car accident

May 16, 2003 - Yesterday Landon and I spent a great afternoon in Salt Lake.  I had a Doctor’s appointment to have that red mark on my left cheek “zapped” with a lazor to remove it.  Afterwards, Landon and I went and shopped for him a cooler shirt to wear at the Crossroads Mall, then we went over to Temple Square and walked through it.  Landon had never been there before.  We went the two of the visitor’s centers, and the tabernacle.  Landon was MUCH impressed by the Jeruselem panorama that showed where Christ had spent the last week of his life.  We walked over to the Conference Center, but the tour was in between times.  The lady there told us that if we wanted to look out of the observation deck on the church office building, that we better go over there first, because it was almost 5 p.m.  We booked it over there, and WHAT A VIEW!!  It was really impressive.  After that we walked through the Prophet’s garden, and I showed Landon where our prophet today, Gordon B. Hinckley lives.  We then went in the Joseph Smith Building (Old Hotel Utah) to the distribution center, and bought some things.  Landon bought some picture postcards of Jesus to help him remember this special day.  We then went upstairs to “The Garden” restaurant, and had a WONDERFUL meal.  Landon got baby-back ribs, and they were GREAT.  After that we headed back to Ogden, and watched the Varsity Boy’s baseball game at Lindquist Field.  We met Roger there.  It was a GREAT day in Salt Lake.  Landon and I felt happy and good, and it must have showed, because one of the sister missionaries from Korea said, “You look so HAPPY!!” 

May 20 – cleaned Porterville cemetery with YW/YM.

May 27-28 – Freshman baseball tournament @ Ben Lomond

Email to Shirlee Wilkerson from Gwen

Hope she gets better fast - what about walking down the aisle??
By the way - I'm working on a couple of scrapbook pages from
the DairyPrincess contest for you

See ya,
Gwen

May 30 – CJ graduates from High School
                        
Karen Haddock’s last day at work  - she went to work for Red Hot Copies

Wednesday, January 1, 2003

January - April 2003

January 

January 3-4 – Bobcat Brawls at SkyView (wrestling)
YW on Tuesday nights
9th  - my 42nd birthday.  Went to the distribution center and got me some temple clothes, and then went to the Ogden Temple.  That night had dinner at Tami Bullock’s for the outgoing YW presidency, and then rushed over to the gym for Landon’s wrestling match – Ben Lomond @ Morgan.
I love the Temple

January 9, 2003
For the first time in more than 12 years, I have gone back to the temple.  I am so happy!  I went on my 42nd birthday – Today !!  I went to the Ogden Temple.  It was a VERY VERY special day for me.
January 15 – Gwen doctor’s appt. OBGYN with Dr. Eggert.  Gwen and Landon to dentist in afternoon.
January 17, 2003 -   The Ogden Temple is closed for a couple of weeks, so this night (Friday) I went to the Bountiful Temple.  It was VERY VERY BUSY, and the Salt Lake Temple is closed also.  Roger and Landon are down to St. George to a baseball camp.
January 21 – sleighride party for YM/YW combined activity
January 23 – Wrestling @ Bear River
January 25 – Wrestling (High Country Classic) at South Summit
January 27 – took boys down to Mark Grogan, and weight lifter specialist for some instructions.
January 29 – Zac gone to doctor for his neck pain related to his accident last September.


February
February 6, 2003
Annette called this morning and said her mom had died.  Colleen only knew for the past 6 weeks, that she had cancer.  It is both horrifying and wonderful that she died so quickly. It is amazing how your life can change in such a short time.  We never know what is in store for us.  I talked to Colleen on Sunday the 2nd.  She was medicated quite a bit, but still responsive.  I asked her if she would do me a favor, and when she passed to the other side of the veil, if she would find my little girl Ambure, and tell her I’ve finally figured it out.  That I know that God lives, and that Jesus died for me, and I’m doing everything I can to live right so I can return and live with them.  She said “I will” and nodded her head, and murmured, “finally figured it out”.  I continued to sit there and hold her hand, and I was crying softly, and she kind of came out of it again, and it was like she noticed me and wanted to comfort me, and she managed to raise her arm, and pulled my head down to rest it on her shoulder, and she said, “good friend”.  It makes me cry again, just thinking about it.   I appreciate so much, Annette and her family giving me the opportunity to share with them the last few days of Colleen’s life.  I just wish I could have done more for them.   It seems like death is becoming more and more a part of our lives.  I guess it will be even more so as we get older.  These past few  years, me and Annette have watched our grandparents die, our friend Lori, Dude, Cheryl, and now Colleen.  It is unbelievable to me, how people can lose loved ones and go one, without knowing that there IS life after death, and that WE WILL see our friends and family again.  I am so grateful for this knowledge.  It is sad for the ones of us who are left behind in this mortal world, but so wonderful for Colleen, who was a good and righteous person, and is now going on to the next stage.  She came to this earth for 66 years, and received her body, lived a good life, and has now returned to Heavenly Father and will one day be resurrected and reunited with her body, which at that time will be perfected, without that dreaded ovarian cancer.  She was such an example to me.  I often wondered how she could go to church as she did, week after week, without Vern, and not be mad and onery about it.  I never thought I would be able to do that, but I always admired her for it.  This past year, I have come to know for myself, that it is up to ME, and only me.  I love my Heavenly Father so much, and my brother Jesus for coming to earth, and dying for ME, and taking MY sins upon him, so that when I repent I won’t have to suffer for my sins.  This knowledge I have gained this past year, and the faith I have developed I will continue to nurture, for I know I need to always be pressing forward, or I will fall behind.  I have been happier this past year, than in anytime in my life up to this point, except maybe that year before our family went through the temple.  It scares me, because I know that if I relax and get lazy about it, I could fall back into inactivity and despair.  I love my family so much, and I love Annette and her family, and I hope I can be of some support at this sad time in their lives.  I will always remember Colleen, and her smile, and how kind she has always been to me.  I will do my best to continue to be a good neighbor to Vern, and to let him know of our concern for him.  He’s a good man, and I hate to see him lose his wife this soon.  I hope he will be able to get through this and go on, and not let loneliness get to him.  He has been so wonderful and supportive of her as she has gone through these past 6 weeks.  This experience has seemed to bring their family closer together, and that is a good thing. 

February 7-8 0 Region Wrestles at Grantsville – Landon took 4th place and will go to state.
Feb – 10-12 (Mon-Wed) Gwen in Tooele to computer meetings
Feb 13-15 – at UVSC in Orem for State Wrestles.  Landon was beat out  losing both matches.   His first match was against senior Chad Young from Uintah who went on to win the championship.

February 15, 2003 -    Roger and I have been in Orem, Utah for the past few days watching the State Wrestles.  This morning (Saturday) I traveled North to American Fork, and went to the Mt. Timpanogas temple.  I went through a session, and then did initiatory work.  It was a WONDERFUL few hours.

February 19, 2003 -  Today  I went to Salt Lake and went through a session before attending an IAAO dinner at the Joseph Smith Building.  It was so special, as the session was done live (no film).  It was so beautiful in the Celestial Room. 

February 23, Stake Fireside concerning the upcoming trek this summer
February 28, 2003 -   Tonight I went to the Ogden temple again.  My mom and dad were working there, and I surprised them both.  They were SO happy to see me there, and my mom cried.

March
March 7, 2003 - Tonight was ward temple night at the Ogden temple.  I went down with my neighbor Sharlene Olsen.  We were the only people there (that we could see) from our ward.  It was VERY BUSY again.

March 9  - Stake Conference

March 12 – Wrestling Banquet – John Rock retires

March 14, 2003 - Roger and I went to Vernal for Landon to compete in wrestling.  While there, I was able to go to the Vernal temple.  It is an old chapel which has been converted to a temple.  It was smaller than other temples I have gone to.  It was SPECIAL.  I saw Larry and Jed Hall’s parents there.  They were such a cute little old couple.

March 18 – went with the YW down to “White Elegance” – a bridal store in Layton.  The girls tried on temple dresses.

Baseball has started – Landon is on the Freshman team, and Roger is helping to coach with Barclay Earl.

April

Today, April 5, 2003 I took my mom and we went to General Conference (Saturday morning session) at the Conference Center.  This is the first time me and mom have ever done this.  It was so special.  I could feel the spirit.  I am so happy.  It was snowing when we came out.

Tonight Landon went with Bishop Fisher down to Kaysville to the Priesthood session.  I wish that Roger and Zac were as in tune with the spirit as Landon is.  Landon is going to be the Teacher’s President – next week he will be set apart.  I am so proud.

April 15, 2003 - LuAnn’s birthday was yesterday and we went up last night for cake and ice cream.   Tomorrow I head to Price, Utah for the UAC (Utah Association of Counties) Spring Management Conference.  I’ll be gone till Friday.  I’m going to try and get to the Manti Temple before I come home on Friday. 

Went to Savior of  The World at the conference center tonight.  Tiana was in it.

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