8
- 11 a.m. doctor, 2:00 pictures
9
- Gwen's birthday
12
- WIC, Joni's birthday, Frost hair
13
- Club
15
- Heart Drive
19
- Home teach
21
- Tend Casey
21
- Jared Rich is born
22
- SKI
24
- Started as Jr. Primary pianist
25
- SKI
January
- I started back to I.R.S. seasonal on
swing shift.
January
5, 1982
Boy,
with Christmas and all, I've really been neglecting this journal. We all had a really nice Christmas, but I
guess it's always a let down that week after, because of the anniversary of
Ambure's death. I've been going to tape her life history for over a month now,
but even as I write this about her, I'm uncomfortable and don't want to get
personal about her and her death. Right
now I'm kinda confused and upset about my life.
I guess I'm depressed deep down inside.
It always comes around Ambure's anniversary. I guess all the problems I
have sometimes seem so overwhelming. So
I bury them deep inside and try not to think about what I should be doing that
I'm not. Boy, just writing this is
really getting me down. Maybe I'll tape
it. ( I never did)
January
22, 1982
Susan
and Layne had a baby boy yesterday. I
tended Casey all day. (They named their baby Jared. He and Zac have been such good friends as
they have grown older. Now that they are
14 years old, they like to hang out together even more) - now as I update this in 2020, they are both grown men with kids of their own, and hardly ever see each other and are not close at all. Isn't it funny how relationships change over the years?
